Friday, August 28, 2009
♥ Goodbye
Day 64
Its been almost two months since we broke up.To all those reader out there. This will be my very last post. As of today, i will not be blogging anymore. I don't see the point of blogging in here anymore. All those ranting and getting her attention will not help at all.
I might have mention in my previous post that i have gotten over with her. The reality is that i am still thinking of her every single day till today. Not loving her is harder than anyone would know. Serious! Hahas.. To tell you the truth wherever i go, there's places which will reminisce the good times i spent with her.
Its about time i should give up and move on with my life. I really rely on her too much and also put "a million of hopes" with her. Ended up shattered into pieces. Its been really a tough year ahead for me and trying to stay positive. Always been telling all my friends out there who are disappointed/devastated to be happy and live life. How not having a companion or the girl you like is so not important as there's a long way ahead in life.
Now i am here typing all these, shouldn't i deserve a tight slap on my own face?
Anyway, I think i get the idea of you asking me to let go. If i am not wrong, you have already found the lucky guy which you really love.. I hope his the one for you and he treats you well. I guess trying to psycho you to dine out with me wouldn't work anymore.. As i thought i might have a second chance but yeah. Its quite offical that we're long over. Just that now then i have finally come to my sense. Just to make things better for you,the guy and myself, i think we shouldn't even talk to each other or even be friends as it will be awkward. It might be cruel to you or even myself but I really cant let go of you.
I really hope you understand but if you don't, i will not blame you for that. I hope you will enjoy the school life and the tons of assignment. Enjoy yourself to the max. Don't always have the barrier which block you from the outside world. Go out more often and have fun. I know you can smile and be happy. I really don't wish to see you glum and unhappy. Hope this is not a lecture to you or whatsoever. Yup! Okay, I give my blessings to you and the guy (Boyfriend-to-be).
Stay happy okay? (:
For the last time, I would like to say "I love you" and "Thank You" for times you have given me and spent with me.
Take care of yourself. Goodbye Jasmne. Goodbye Blog. (:
Its been almost two months since we broke up.To all those reader out there. This will be my very last post. As of today, i will not be blogging anymore. I don't see the point of blogging in here anymore. All those ranting and getting her attention will not help at all.
I might have mention in my previous post that i have gotten over with her. The reality is that i am still thinking of her every single day till today. Not loving her is harder than anyone would know. Serious! Hahas.. To tell you the truth wherever i go, there's places which will reminisce the good times i spent with her.
Its about time i should give up and move on with my life. I really rely on her too much and also put "a million of hopes" with her. Ended up shattered into pieces. Its been really a tough year ahead for me and trying to stay positive. Always been telling all my friends out there who are disappointed/devastated to be happy and live life. How not having a companion or the girl you like is so not important as there's a long way ahead in life.
Now i am here typing all these, shouldn't i deserve a tight slap on my own face?
Anyway, I think i get the idea of you asking me to let go. If i am not wrong, you have already found the lucky guy which you really love.. I hope his the one for you and he treats you well. I guess trying to psycho you to dine out with me wouldn't work anymore.. As i thought i might have a second chance but yeah. Its quite offical that we're long over. Just that now then i have finally come to my sense. Just to make things better for you,the guy and myself, i think we shouldn't even talk to each other or even be friends as it will be awkward. It might be cruel to you or even myself but I really cant let go of you.
I really hope you understand but if you don't, i will not blame you for that. I hope you will enjoy the school life and the tons of assignment. Enjoy yourself to the max. Don't always have the barrier which block you from the outside world. Go out more often and have fun. I know you can smile and be happy. I really don't wish to see you glum and unhappy. Hope this is not a lecture to you or whatsoever. Yup! Okay, I give my blessings to you and the guy (Boyfriend-to-be).
Stay happy okay? (:
For the last time, I would like to say "I love you" and "Thank You" for times you have given me and spent with me.
Take care of yourself. Goodbye Jasmne. Goodbye Blog. (:
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Day 30
Went clubbing with friends yesterday @ Arena.. Supposing we're going to the "new" Butter Factory but it closes at three. Overall its fun as we have lots of booze and we dance a lot *when we're high*.
After everything, sat down outside Clarke quay. Talked about the past when we're still together. At that point, i was pretty emo. Just feel so sad and how i wish there's a chance for me make up for everything. Looking back i have realized that our relationship was pretty bad. *Sign* Never mind. Take it as another experience..
Currently at home. Still having a hangover after all the drinking. Oyeah, i am freaking broke now.. Have no money to go out. Any sponsors. hahas.
- Any chance to go back to the past? :D
Went clubbing with friends yesterday @ Arena.. Supposing we're going to the "new" Butter Factory but it closes at three. Overall its fun as we have lots of booze and we dance a lot *when we're high*.
After everything, sat down outside Clarke quay. Talked about the past when we're still together. At that point, i was pretty emo. Just feel so sad and how i wish there's a chance for me make up for everything. Looking back i have realized that our relationship was pretty bad. *Sign* Never mind. Take it as another experience..
Currently at home. Still having a hangover after all the drinking. Oyeah, i am freaking broke now.. Have no money to go out. Any sponsors. hahas.
- Any chance to go back to the past? :D
Saturday, July 18, 2009
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Day 23
Went to the gym yesterday.. Lift some weights (hoping to tone up abit). Seriously, I will need to head to the gym three times a week (At least).. Met up with my friends after work and head to Sweet Indulge for dinner. Ordered Chicken and mushroom pasta which is so-not-affordable. It cost me $26 in total inclusive of GST.
Suppose to watch a movie after dinner but ended up chilling out at The Cathay with the usual cliques.. Went for supper (Real quick one time :D) @ Geylang and then head home (:
Boring Saturday. Everyone is still asleep. David is at Sentosa enjoying the sun and babes. I dont know. I am staring into blank space. Yeah, I know you're in school now. Really hope school is great and fun at the same time.. Sucks eh? Going to school on a saturday. Hey, if you're viewing this post. Would you want to catch up for dinner like sometime next week? Just dinner. (:
Went to the gym yesterday.. Lift some weights (hoping to tone up abit). Seriously, I will need to head to the gym three times a week (At least).. Met up with my friends after work and head to Sweet Indulge for dinner. Ordered Chicken and mushroom pasta which is so-not-affordable. It cost me $26 in total inclusive of GST.
Suppose to watch a movie after dinner but ended up chilling out at The Cathay with the usual cliques.. Went for supper (Real quick one time :D) @ Geylang and then head home (:
Boring Saturday. Everyone is still asleep. David is at Sentosa enjoying the sun and babes. I dont know. I am staring into blank space. Yeah, I know you're in school now. Really hope school is great and fun at the same time.. Sucks eh? Going to school on a saturday. Hey, if you're viewing this post. Would you want to catch up for dinner like sometime next week? Just dinner. (:
Friday, July 17, 2009
♥ 10km!
Day 22
(THURSDAY)
I am pretty much satisfied with what i have done today. Work was great. 10km run was fantastic. Though my legs were sore and tired. At least i have achieved something today. Finally i have realized how to plan my day/week. I am so happy today.. Really do not know how to express myself in words and phrases.
Anyway, went passed Hougang today. Thinking of messaging you and asking if you would want to come out for a chat or something. But after the incident that happened before, i think twice before coming to a conclusion of "forgetting about coming to meet you".
Even though life is back to normal (being single), i am still very confused. Seriously, do you think we can be back to together? I really hope we could. I really would want those lovely days. I really miss it.
Back to the subject, I will be going gym tomorrow. (:
Train up, Tone up my muscles.. Looking good again like good old times..
-Hope we can still talk. Give me a chance to make it right? :D
(THURSDAY)
I am pretty much satisfied with what i have done today. Work was great. 10km run was fantastic. Though my legs were sore and tired. At least i have achieved something today. Finally i have realized how to plan my day/week. I am so happy today.. Really do not know how to express myself in words and phrases.
Anyway, went passed Hougang today. Thinking of messaging you and asking if you would want to come out for a chat or something. But after the incident that happened before, i think twice before coming to a conclusion of "forgetting about coming to meet you".
Even though life is back to normal (being single), i am still very confused. Seriously, do you think we can be back to together? I really hope we could. I really would want those lovely days. I really miss it.
Back to the subject, I will be going gym tomorrow. (:
Train up, Tone up my muscles.. Looking good again like good old times..
-Hope we can still talk. Give me a chance to make it right? :D
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
♥ Supposing our 17th anniversary
Day 19 - without you.
Slept early yesterday. As usual, wake up @ 0710hrs to prepare to go for work (NS). An extra busy day but everything turns out quite okay. Enjoyed my lunch with my colleagues at Maxwell market where all the delicious food are. (:
Left the office and went home for a jog. Everything seems to be so normal/average. I am wondering what are you doing now? Hm? Probably out enjoying yourself with your friends or even your cousin.. Hope you have fun.. If we are still together, we probably head to Hougang Plaza for sushi. Your favourite. :D After gobbling down the sushi, we will head to Hougang Mall for our routine. Which is window shopping. *Signs*
Oyeah,Thanks for everything. Helping me getting over the period of pain. Hope we can catch up soon or something.. Don't think you'll reply me or stuff.. So posting it here helps (If you're reading my blog)
Anyway, its tuesday and another three more days to 'Friday'..
- Happy 17th month anniversary, not.
Slept early yesterday. As usual, wake up @ 0710hrs to prepare to go for work (NS). An extra busy day but everything turns out quite okay. Enjoyed my lunch with my colleagues at Maxwell market where all the delicious food are. (:
Left the office and went home for a jog. Everything seems to be so normal/average. I am wondering what are you doing now? Hm? Probably out enjoying yourself with your friends or even your cousin.. Hope you have fun.. If we are still together, we probably head to Hougang Plaza for sushi. Your favourite. :D After gobbling down the sushi, we will head to Hougang Mall for our routine. Which is window shopping. *Signs*
Oyeah,Thanks for everything. Helping me getting over the period of pain. Hope we can catch up soon or something.. Don't think you'll reply me or stuff.. So posting it here helps (If you're reading my blog)
Anyway, its tuesday and another three more days to 'Friday'..
- Happy 17th month anniversary, not.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
♥ 14th
Went out with friends yesterday (this morning) for a movie, obsessed. Movie was o-kay. Is not the type that you-must-have-to-watch as it was nothing much. The storyline was very weak. The ending can be predicted very easily.
*Sign*
It's the 12th today. Two more days and it will be the 14th. If we're still together, we could be celebrating our anniversary. You told me that you wanted to watch the 3D cartoon UP and Caroline(?). We could be watching that together. We could be even go to iluma to try out some new restaurant there. The last time we went to Empire states and watched Land of the past. I enjoyed the very day with you.. A few weeks later, everything has just disappeared.
If we are still together, we could stay out late @ orchard to chit-chat or just wander around the streets.
If we are together, i could just come over to meet you for a quick supper.
All the IF are in my mind now.
I will not forget the 14th as it marks the day we are together. (:
*Its easy to move on but all the past and the deeds that we went through made it difficult for me to let go.
*Sign*
It's the 12th today. Two more days and it will be the 14th. If we're still together, we could be celebrating our anniversary. You told me that you wanted to watch the 3D cartoon UP and Caroline(?). We could be watching that together. We could be even go to iluma to try out some new restaurant there. The last time we went to Empire states and watched Land of the past. I enjoyed the very day with you.. A few weeks later, everything has just disappeared.
If we are still together, we could stay out late @ orchard to chit-chat or just wander around the streets.
If we are together, i could just come over to meet you for a quick supper.
All the IF are in my mind now.
I will not forget the 14th as it marks the day we are together. (:
*Its easy to move on but all the past and the deeds that we went through made it difficult for me to let go.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢
词：方文山 曲：周杰伦
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
词：方文山 曲：周杰伦
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
♥ What i really hope for now..
Day 16
Its been close to 2 weeks since we broke up. Heard that your school is starting soon. Like next week or something? These few weeks i have been hanging out with my friends. Working alone and at times i have been thinking about you.. Have you really moved on? This really have gotten into my mind.. Went to your blog recently and saw the post about going to melacca.
Seems like shopping and buying new clothes has made you very happy and satisfied. After seeing the post, the only thing i could think of is your happiness. Even though we're not together but i really hope you can be happy too. That's the most i can really hope for. Its been almost 2weeks and i have not move on. How happy could it be if we're still together. But thats an IF, probably wouldn't come true.
Currently at my friend's house. Send my friend who stays at Sengkang. Passed by Hougang Plaza and it gave me a flash of memories of us together. Those are the lovey-dovey days when we are together. From my outer appearance it seems like i have gotten over you. But.. I really miss eating sushi together. I miss ranting all my troubles to you. I miss you badly. I miss this beloved girl i have met last year. Whenever i see couples around, i will envy them badly. Giving myself a smile and recalling back those days.
It seems hard to forget about you as i always go back to the places we always go to. Always bring me memories together. Your mum called me yesterday, she asked about me and myself. Had a short chit-chat session with her. Heard that you're okay and everything is fine.. Just make me feel abit happy. Even though we're not together, if there's any needs and help i will do my best to help.. I really miss you 'Jasmine Goh Min Mei'..
How i wish all of these is just a dream. Waking up and looking at my hand to see the ring is still secured on my finger. Hais.. Just hope for the best in your studies and your happiness. (:
I'll be missing you.. <3
Its been close to 2 weeks since we broke up. Heard that your school is starting soon. Like next week or something? These few weeks i have been hanging out with my friends. Working alone and at times i have been thinking about you.. Have you really moved on? This really have gotten into my mind.. Went to your blog recently and saw the post about going to melacca.
Seems like shopping and buying new clothes has made you very happy and satisfied. After seeing the post, the only thing i could think of is your happiness. Even though we're not together but i really hope you can be happy too. That's the most i can really hope for. Its been almost 2weeks and i have not move on. How happy could it be if we're still together. But thats an IF, probably wouldn't come true.
Currently at my friend's house. Send my friend who stays at Sengkang. Passed by Hougang Plaza and it gave me a flash of memories of us together. Those are the lovey-dovey days when we are together. From my outer appearance it seems like i have gotten over you. But.. I really miss eating sushi together. I miss ranting all my troubles to you. I miss you badly. I miss this beloved girl i have met last year. Whenever i see couples around, i will envy them badly. Giving myself a smile and recalling back those days.
It seems hard to forget about you as i always go back to the places we always go to. Always bring me memories together. Your mum called me yesterday, she asked about me and myself. Had a short chit-chat session with her. Heard that you're okay and everything is fine.. Just make me feel abit happy. Even though we're not together, if there's any needs and help i will do my best to help.. I really miss you 'Jasmine Goh Min Mei'..
How i wish all of these is just a dream. Waking up and looking at my hand to see the ring is still secured on my finger. Hais.. Just hope for the best in your studies and your happiness. (:
I'll be missing you.. <3